Que Sera Sera ?

College is good. Helps to divert my attention . I din know that kena this thing also can affect me so teruk . . . I m realli a weak minded guy after all .
THose who read this pls dont luan luan guess please =) thx.

Just found out a few things after going through it :
1. Feels just like being sucked into a black hole . There is no ending to its spiral ,dark and mysterious twirls.
2. Next, all you feel is that ur lacking of oxygen , lungs pulling you from within. You feel like throwing out but you cant , and your brain cant seem to function properly.
3. Unable to stand the pain anymore , you tried to find your way out by turning back . But to much dismay , the portal warped itself into another dimension.
4. Isolated , despised , and wounded what are you going to do ?
5. 2 choices : Accept or Fight against it.
6. Yeah i selected option B ( Fight !) . And hell , i realized that there is no way i could win. Never.
7. So what now ? Onli 1 option left to be taken : ACcepT REaLiTY and Que Sera Sera xD ^-^

Lessons To be learned :
1. Never keep your feelings to yourself . You should share them around with your friends so u can disperse all the stuff and minimize stress levels. Good.
2. When u laugh , the world laughs with u , when u cry , u cry alone . Check .
3. When You have feelings even a little next time, say it straight so that u wont come to a situation like this , so damn suffering and u cant do shyt , cant even sleep , cant even eat , and worst of all almost kena accident.
4. When u kena this thing, your mind will be clouded by some kind of drug and you wont be able to know what u are saying. So , when u think u're going to kena it get prepared . Treat it like a nuclear holocaust.Stock up lots of anti depression pills and sleeping pills as well.
5. CEO is a good anti depressant item .Yeah , thx for lightening up my day today , even by a lil bit . Wanna say thx u . Ceooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. LOL.

I guess thats it le. First time kena this but , nvm la i get some exp in return , next time wont kena again i vow. Too much for me to handle. And too early. BLEAGH !