Friday, February 29, 2008

MArcH !

Today is 1st March le. I just wake up at 12.00 pm , so bored and started typing some crap here .
Yesterday night cannot sleep properly. Kena pawn in dota till mother cannot recognize . I started feeding =x , my frag became negative . I felt left behind a little in the my games. Although my gb is improving , i doubt i will gain anything from it . And my college , too. My results is like static. CTS exam was like a wow. Despite the title, what i really need for the cts is insanely analyzing skills and some decent memory to answer tht paper. Which i decide is not really worth my time . And i m going to face the consequences . I'd opt for half , 10 marks at least . Maybe I ll get less . Who 'd knows . Pfft .

Hungry. . . Want to go tabetai now. Adios amigos , & bon' appetit.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Am I ...

Am I addicted to blogging ?
Am I that unfocused ?
Am I that Blur that I dont even know myself ?
Am I easily confused & influenced?
Am I too Naive ?
Am I a coward ?
Am I on the right track ?
Am I lazy or this sem is busy as hell ?
Am I gonna make it through this sem ?
Am I thinking too much ?

Now I know living alone in the house is no fun at all. So freakin boring. House chores left undone. My rooms messy as a war zone . I became so lazy tat i started skipping my meals. It started with lacked of sleep at first. Why lack of sleep ? Its cybergaming addiction. That eventually leads to me skipping class today =( . I d figured I ll lose all my focus after mid term. Why cant my mind just stay focused , think easy and just fckin complete my assignments. So hard to lift myself up. So reluctant. And I had to procastinate all the time I ve got to the very last minute, where the pressure is at the highest and getting over stressed up myself. Always standing in the middle of that fence. My fence. Always undecisive . Which is why I have no life.
Much to my dismay , I know I dont understand anything at all . And , in front of my friends , I became a different person . I would blabber about things that I wouldnt usually said . It made me weird. Uncomfortable. Irregular. I guess u are right . I need some time for myself. Just a while will do.

Monday, February 25, 2008

I .. I .. Lol. I'm Woo Wai Kit. o(^.^)==o Puch !

It has been a long while , ever since I felt this way . Usually bored , and low in self confidence, U can often find me confined in my room , eternally locked in the cage of boredom. But today , I did something i wouldnt have thought of myself. I BROKE OUT OF MY NORM.
It feels as if I saw a glimpse of my own life, how I want it to be and most importantly It made me happy in a way. Theres more & more meaning to living in this world. Found out that there is so many things out there to be done, experienced and lived.

And 1 more thing before i forgot =x. About my college life. I may have taken a liking to this *** ***** but that doesnt mean that I had Given in my Heart yet . True , I had a hard experience but as i continued to probe myself further i uncover a lil bit more about my own personality.
The "like" which i felt is more towards admiration of that bubbly personality of urs . Yup , Minus that 38 ness .LOL. Anyways , i m off to collect nice dramas for all the sixers to watch .
I m quiet , but that doesnt mean i m always troubled by that reason . The things going on in my mind are of course problems that i started in the first place . Once a gamer , always a gamer. Once a sixer , always a sixer too . No regrets whatsoever.

>.< v !!

Today is a @@ day. Didnt sleep at all for the whole night, because playing gb. Then then in the morning when i was Sleeping in CTS CLass i got freaked out , Almost get heart attack. Here is what happened : I was tired , sleep deprived, and before going to CTS Class i leaned on the wall , right next to the fire hydrant / alarm . And then , it was time for CTS , so i hurriedly went in and take a nap. While i was doing so , a bunch of girls went to take their seat. And then Mandy , Shouted " OMG ! WU- GONG !" At first , i was pretty ignorant and dont give a damn la. So dem 7 sleepy ad.. still want listen meh. Then the word WU- GONG sound so farmiliar that it began to ring a bell on my head. Then PANG JIA YING came in , he said "O SHIT ! , Ronald , DONT MOVE " . The instant he said that , i was WAT THE FARK!@#$ ! Theres is a freaking milipede or centipede on my body . My fear took over me and i began sweeping my hair and my whole body like a dog getting rid of water. And My FACE was like PALED. For a while. That made me unable to sleep for the whole CTS CLASs. TRied to take it easy but.. DAMN kena phobia for a while. Luckily the centipede fall on the floor and ended up stomped by ceo. So farking disgusting. I also dont dare imagine that its crawling on my head and i dont feel anything, even though CRawling in between my hair. EWwwwww. BleaGH . Pui pui pui . BLeaaggggg. Yuck.
So next time guys , Lesson of the day , Never to lean on the wall where there is HOLES in them . They are home for not only spiders , but malicious Centipedes as well =) . *Take note *

Friday, February 22, 2008

Mooo =)

Havent Touched Dota, WAtch movies, pool , Visit FTz for a long time =x
My hands getting itchy == . Dont know whether my farming still ok or not =x . Going to become a noob loolx.
I missed the time spent with ccy , pho , ken , and Fj . Missed the Burger stall at the roadside too.
After my tests , i ll join u guys . I ll get my form a.s.a.p too. Till then , u guys have fun and go ahead =(
As for my dear blog , rest well . I ll change song themes for you now and then. ~ ja ne ~

Thursday, February 21, 2008

LoL =)

Felt like a woman with pms. HAd a major breakdown for the past 2 days , because of my immaturity and stupidity hahah .. quite funny when i looked back . . nvm now felt a lil bit more better , i think. hahah i took the stress test yesterday , it registered 19 /20 . Want to apologize to the 6 =x for ffking . . . i went to get some help. and hard as it is , i tell myself to move on , bit by bit , and now i hav gotta tell myself to take it EasY .

At least for now , i m feeling hungry rather then sobbing and whining like a suicidal bitch . Hah ^-^.

BTw, if any of you have the time , check this article about Radical Honesty out : its pretty good =x lolol

http://www.esquire.com/features/honesty0707

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

The Decision That Hurts.
Its not easy for me to make that decision. But I figured I d hurt myself less. Sadness and depression builds up when u miss some1 so much. Cant bear the pain anymore because its driving me crazy. I cant pretend and go on like this anymore. The feeling just got stronger every time i think abt it . And it hurts more , enough for me to tear.
Tried to contain my feelings but it pains me even more. I cant lie to myself. This is my problem. Theres no need 4 any 1 to read this . Hate me if u want , use me as u like & break me as u wish. AFter all , I m just a blind fool in this world.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

l o l =)

Determination

Sometimes life plunges into a fall ,
Obstacles arise out of the blue ,
Nonetheless we should never stall ,
Deep in the heart lies a clue.

As barriers are ploughed through to attain achievement ,
Seek our inner conscience for the key ,
To unlock the door of great encouragement ,
Bringing us unyielding gallantry.

Be strong as well as firmly resolute ,
Set your goals and plan your way ,
Endeavour comes before salute ,
Never give in , never say nay.

Overcome life's vicissitudes and challenges ,
Armed with a heart of steel , filled with lion's roar ,
Place yourself in steadfastness and staunchness ,
Because if others can succeed , you can soar.

When the road turns rough ,
The strong-hearted will keep pressing ,
For when the going gets tough ,
The tough must get going.

Nothing materializes without assiduities ,
As triumph rests in the hands of the unbending ,
Go forth in life surpassing all boundaries ,
Falter not for victory is pending.

My Blog SCrewed up ! ^-^

I was lookin for nice templates and copied a set of codes head on , and KABOOM ! Crashed=).
Will fix it later , now I giv my all to my mid term .

Sunday, February 10, 2008

For my own reminder purposes. ~_~

Advanced English fdeng002 Saturday 16 FeB 1.30-3.30 level 9 2 hours

Microeconomics fdmic001 Saturday 4.30 -6.00 level 7 1.5 hours

Accounting fdact001 Saturday 23rd Feb 4.00- 6.00 level 6 2 hours

Crit Thinking Skills fdcts001 Friday 29 Feb 2.30 - 4.00 level 9 1.5 hours


English Research Paper - addiction (games/ drugs/alcohol/gambling)
Microeconomics Presentation , Report, Send Group Member lists Tonight. ( sended)
CtS Text book revision
English Preparation.
Accounting and CTS Next week.
CTS Group presentation - pollution

Monday - Wednesday all about econs. do everything.
Thursday Friday All about english.
micro notes compilation update.

Download shana season2 episode 17
zombieloan http://www.animepaper.net/ - check wallies
code geass season 2
shounen omyouji
rosary+vampire
true tears

create gunbound account tehping47 +1 , add zheng28 , helen,nakky, kalgame, charblah04 , luce, Jess, sammy : tehping 45,44,43 ,42= 75 k+ gold , Napoleon set 35+45 = 80k gold
dota 6.50b change log. - armlet of mordegian for Huskar, silencer dagger -> shiva
Warbook -> wait 4 days , check slayer status soon.
warbook dlanoroow01,02,03,04,05,06,08,09,10,11,12,13,14,15,16 on hold
dlanoroow17 - mage level 50 *BeatMeBabeh*- kingdom name - 1400 acres 20k knights.
slayer current - 2,388,684 elites - Depreciating.

Japanese drama - ken -> uniten
songs -> cat new singer+ songs
take from ws utada & ayumi album , pass cd.
contact michael - k accessories.
ringtone- stay gold editing asap.

Friday, February 8, 2008

Memorable =)




I m back . Tadaima ^-^. Chinese New Year in Penang is so darn quiet. I m able to drive around because the traffic is so darn light.
Went to Queensbay where there is this big big Jusco mall .
Went inside the Jusco to look at marsh mellows =).
Here are a few lists of reasons of why my CNY became so dull :
1. no internet - my small lil cousin baby bro just had his computer and there is no internet connection . omgawd - no internet = no blog , no warbook , no msn , no.. nothing ><
2.Stuck watching "FAce To FATE ". My grandfather has this swordfighting series in his DVD collection. LOL. And bored I am , and to see I went to try. This series dates back to some dynasty in ancient CHina . (obviously) . Its about good vs evil . I m sure CEO watches this show LOL. The main characters are the 2 guys : 1 is a fortune teller , and the other is a doctor. Their kungfu is is I repeat .. is Totally Godlike. In a way its too fake. Well , everytime when the so called " good vs evil " or "good vs good " or "evil vs evil " fights, they start the BATTLE SEQuence DIGIMON STYLE ! Man this is killing me. Beh tahan . Wtf man then they add the overrated graphics and sound effects .. haih .. if i were 10 years old i would say the movie is good la.. Haih ,, watching this series from 10 pm to 1 am... can u imagine my pain.. >< .
Which reminds me .. i got left out when i m supposed to watch clover field Last week.. fuck.. cant join ur friends sometimes is v depressing , now i cant watch that movie anymore because i gotta study for my mid term anyway fck it .. this movie aint give me any good in return anyway.
3. Not so perfect family reunion - my father's side is ok. But my mum's side ._. is kinda splitted up cuz of family problems. Just hate it because everytime i go back i hav to see family ties being severed and i cant do a fcking shit at all . I feel so small because i couldnt even do anything to cease the everlasting feuds.
4. LAst thing which pissed me off - my LIL COUSIN BRO - that cute chuppy boy actually plays dota. . now that he is in form 1 ( i have no idea how he install that game ) i cant believe it .. small kids playing dota. And here is where he pissed me off - just by looking at him playing (he doesnt knows how to open AI ) he just created the freaking map and open CHEAT 24/7 !@#$ wTF .. small kids playing dota again.. i have to bear the pain of watching him wandering aimlessly with GOD MODE on and he takes an hour to destroy the enemies freakin throne. Yes , with unlimited money and GODLY CHEAT. And when I kindly pointed out to him what item to buy he asks me to shut my hole ! WTF ... arrogant kids these days.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Now that i m done with the chococraps and cheaps above , i m moving on to why my this Chinese New Year is a memorable 1 for me - 1 which i will never forget .

I wanna thank My cousin from my father's side (i got 7 cousins ), my older couz brother , Vincent , for sharing up with me parts and parcels of his life, experiences and feelings , he is 26 now and a successful man. I would say. I Deeply thank you Vincent korkor, from the bottom of my heart =x . I will never see things as the same ever again , as I have witnessed the harsh realities of your world and it moved me inside, by lots. Thx again for caring for me, thx for those advices and I m glad to be a listener and U will always be my admired Couz . Take care bro.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

This one's good .

The next application i tried was good. You guys should try it too . At least its accurate , and sensible , unlike the freakin dumb *Monica L* thing.

What's Your Rising Sign?

***Your Rising Sign is Pisces***

Dreaming and introspective, you're often lost in your thoughts.Which is okay by you... you're inner world is pretty darn awesome.

And while you are inwardly confident, sometimes you seem a bit unsure.People often handle you more delicately than they need to.

You love luxury, and even if you're a bit broke, you want things to look "rich."Mysterious and demure, you keep secrets about yourself to remain an enigma.


What's Your Rising Sign?http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourrisingsignquiz/

Who the heck is she ?

I m perplexed . Its Monday morning at 1.18 am and i m supposed to study accounting for my quiz. But due to my curiosity i explored the site which Joyce put the link there and i found this.

What's Your True Love's Name?

ok so that caught my attention. And within miliseconds i filled my name in the box and clicked "Submit".

To my horror , i saw this :

***Your True Love's Name Is***

Monica L.

What's Your True Love's Name?http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourtruelovesnamequiz/

Man... who the hell is this omfg-wtf-bbq girl.. monica L? Monica L .. certainly doesnt ring a bell in my head. CAnt believe i kena con by the stupid site ... never gonna visit it anymore. Hmph !

Is this some kind of joke ?

What The !?!!? Are U serious ! ?

***What Ronald Woo Wai Kit Means***
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!




You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/