My Food Dislikes And Favs

Its about time i reveal about my Food For Thought Hah ! :

My Favs :
Fried oysters - i love those oysters from penang so Hiong ! ^-^
Siu Yok - Crispy pork . Love those from Ipoh , and Penang as well.
Fried rice - mm . nyummy
Fatty crab ( Taman Megah ) - one of my fav dishes i like the sweet , sour and spicy sauce.
Chicken rice , duck rice whatever rice lah ! - anything rice is ok for me - i m rice bin. Of course the dish must be nice la. not any restaurant or stall can easily get my THumbS up !
Ramli Burger , SS2 , - Ocassionally burgers just came into my menu, this 1 is not bad.
steamed fish - TauTai , or sek pan .
fried fish - with black soya sauce .
taufu , those soft soft and heavenly taufus ! ( the restaurant ones)
Any egg dishes , omeletes =x
Herbal soups are ok , as long as not too many herbs , prefer them have a stronger meat taste then herbs .
5 fruits : papaya , banana , pear , watermelon , honeydew.
Asam prawns - i simply cant resist my mum's home made asam prawns , sweet and delicious !
Fried Sotong - mm fried , as usual .
Dim sum - *drools*
Sushi ! - No need to explain.
Barbequed marshmallows - They are so creammy , softylicious and melts and taste like heaven.
I tink thats all i can tink of now . might add more soon.

Okaii ! Lets see my NONO foods :
Beef dishes - i cant eat beef . for some reason cant swallow them , will vomit if consumed.
Porridge - i hate eating porridge because , i onli eat them when i m sick , and i had to chew porridge even though its plain . Means i ll eat porridge slower then my rice . And , porridges are hot and never seems to cool down . Did i mention my affinity with ice and cold things ?
All the fruits in the world except those 5 mentioned above .
Complex veges like - long beans , ladies fingers , tomato , chilies (duh ! ), peria , and some other veges . I think i consume like 10% of the vege dishes on the menu.
Any food with vinegar inside - Just cant stand vinegar.
Kerabu - dont know how my mum can be so addicted to jelly fish kerabu. They are spicy too .
Tomyam - oh damn , this 1 is hell , i ll sweat out more soup then i can take in . Eating this will result in drinking 3 x the water to rejuvenate my body dehydration.
Potato - i onli eat potato from kFC , yes the mashed ones. And What you dont EAT macdonald's fries ? yup correct . i m not into french fries . The other potato dishes i wont touch at all .
Bitter Gourd - No way no way I dont like ur Gourd Friend ! No way No way I think u need a new 1 !
Soup noodles - yeah , i m not into noodles .
Pig intestines - i cant swallow those either .
hm. DAmn . Lost my appetite writting this craps . Haha i ll add more when they come to my head !

The other side.

I m completely dumbfounded . I just dont get it . Why am I so into games ? Why am I so overly serious when it comes to games ? Why cant I get rid of that attitude of being ignorant towards those important stones in my life , or to say a normal person's life ? Why cant I even being bothered with getting lousy grades ? Why ? Why do I even have this so called minor teenage problems in the 1st place ? I wish I knew the answer.

I m definitely not at my limit right now , but I m a little afraid . Using microeconomics to keep me afloat from my gaming thoughts. But I m really scared. Its working , but not in the way I think it should .

Yesterday , touching the keyboard at night led me into 8 hours of gaming , till 4 am in the morning. I dont know why . I cant seem to stop . Played 240 rounds in 1 night . The hunger is devouring me from inside. And so it began again , my routine last sem , playing games into the wee hours of dawn and sleeping in classes . Although I did studied more, I played more as well .
Whenever i think of it , i felt totally wrong and lost . Although i can just feel happy about it , i know i m not going to be ok in the long run . Stopping my gaming is impossible either , its gonna add problems instead of solvin them . To most of u all , ^-^ gaming sounds like enjoyment , and only effects the weak minded and people with weak will power like me . But when I crave for the games , adrenalin is only a small portion of the enjoyment , what I enjoy most is the company of friends from all around the world =x . Au , Cn , Sg , Indo , Ph , US , u named it =x . I really have a weak weak will power =x . Low self esteem lol.

Today .

I learned something new today . That life wasnt all about making choices , living the choices made , or even causes and effect whatsoever. I learned that perhaps the most important thing after making a decision is to choose , yes , to choose whether you feel happy or sad about it.
Hasty decisions , bad outcome, calamities befall , totally screwed up . . so ? No matter how bad the situation is , the most important thing is to choose to either be sad , regretful or choose to be happy and appreciate things around you. And I chose to be happy.

Met Roy today while revising micro. Was chatting about the Cloverfield movie at first , then somehow we strayed into psycological ( dont know whether i spelt it right ) topics. Being inquisitive , I then started to ask him questions regarding the human mind , and he happily explained them . I wont say that he is persuasive but i m starting to like physcology a little . I wanna talk less cock , less crap and think more. I wanna know how people works , and above all , how my weak mind thinks and how i can control and contain my emotions . I wanna uncover the truth by myself . Perhaps next sem , I might take this interesting subject.

Eh , why am i thinking so far again ? this sem has just started and i start to project so many thoughts . Accounting homework left untouched , critical thinking skills ignored , and English unpracticed . Better get some rest and do bits of them later . Chill ouT. xD

Reason. Realize. Resume. Reinforce.

I realized that :

I cant change myself , but I can change my ways.

I cant afford to waste time. I have many things to do in this world.

I cant bend the rules now , but I will learn the way people works before I try to change things next time.

I cant think like the same old me anymore.

I need to move on.

My ThoughtS II

I have been thinking alot about it lately. Something some 1 said stirred my mind and I cant help thinking about it . I ll just share that with you all . =x

Ronald ,

Your time is limited in this world , so , don't waste it living someone else's life.

Are you trapped ? Why are you living the results of other people's thinking ? You are you.

Why do you let the noise of other's opinions drown out your TruE , InnER VoicE ?

And most importantly ,

Have the courage to follow your HearT and IntuitioN - they somehow already know what you truly want to become . Everything else is secondary.

"HumminOKE"

Karaoke session was enjoyable. But something's wrong with my voice today as well as my stomach. My voice was coarse like normal at first , but after getting some stomach pains from duno what food i ate my voice turned to a sissy . Wtf man. SISSSSSYYYYY LIKE voice . I tried to readjust my own voice but it became worst - more sissy like. UP TOWN GIRLS ! became like Upah Tiown Gerrss . Siao Siao de . And whats more . . when i went to college today .. grrr dah la lambat .. kena more stomach pain. At the end of the class . . i gave in to the pains again. CAnnot tahan la . . Sikap ni. Feel like kena cheated . . i went to help , pay 3 bucks just to use the toilet. zzzzzz. Come to think of it maybe i know why i kena stomach pain ad . Maybe first it is because i didnt eat anything for breakfast, then then i drank iced tea, then eaten some frozen crab meat and the the lemon pepsi ! Adoi ... watashiwa baka desu ne . In the end i think what i did wasnt realli karaoke-ing but humming = Humminoke ! Besides , I just realized how fast time flies. Yeah , just as fast as Ceo's barbaric voices filling up the entire room . With a deafening roar and vigorous spirit he easily takes out other contestants and dominated them like never before. Ceo , WAy to Go for You ! & on the other hand , SHamE on YOu , Vikings . Anywayz cherishable , glorious and enjoyable moments like these are too short to be true ,and hopefully we are able to experience them more often in the future. ^-^ Peace out.

I gotta go toilet again ARGH ! Be rite back =(

I made up my mind.

I wanna be a GE . I ll just concentrate everything I have on this goal of mine. Let the test & fun begins !

Que Sera Sera ?

College is good. Helps to divert my attention . I din know that kena this thing also can affect me so teruk . . . I m realli a weak minded guy after all .
THose who read this pls dont luan luan guess please =) thx.

Just found out a few things after going through it :
1. Feels just like being sucked into a black hole . There is no ending to its spiral ,dark and mysterious twirls.
2. Next, all you feel is that ur lacking of oxygen , lungs pulling you from within. You feel like throwing out but you cant , and your brain cant seem to function properly.
3. Unable to stand the pain anymore , you tried to find your way out by turning back . But to much dismay , the portal warped itself into another dimension.
4. Isolated , despised , and wounded what are you going to do ?
5. 2 choices : Accept or Fight against it.
6. Yeah i selected option B ( Fight !) . And hell , i realized that there is no way i could win. Never.
7. So what now ? Onli 1 option left to be taken : ACcepT REaLiTY and Que Sera Sera xD ^-^

Lessons To be learned :
1. Never keep your feelings to yourself . You should share them around with your friends so u can disperse all the stuff and minimize stress levels. Good.
2. When u laugh , the world laughs with u , when u cry , u cry alone . Check .
3. When You have feelings even a little next time, say it straight so that u wont come to a situation like this , so damn suffering and u cant do shyt , cant even sleep , cant even eat , and worst of all almost kena accident.
4. When u kena this thing, your mind will be clouded by some kind of drug and you wont be able to know what u are saying. So , when u think u're going to kena it get prepared . Treat it like a nuclear holocaust.Stock up lots of anti depression pills and sleeping pills as well.
5. CEO is a good anti depressant item .Yeah , thx for lightening up my day today , even by a lil bit . Wanna say thx u . Ceooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. LOL.

I guess thats it le. First time kena this but , nvm la i get some exp in return , next time wont kena again i vow. Too much for me to handle. And too early. BLEAGH !

- Slowly -

Tonight is a new beginning for me . Not only did I lost my interest in games ; I am giving up on them . Its painful at first , but I plan to take things on slowly . one at a time . Thats right - SloWLy. Its weird , I dont feel like myself 5-6 years ago. Maybe I m too used to being a spoiled child, giving stupid reasons and excuses and in the end making my own life miserable. Kinda sad isnt it ? Being a spoiled brat for 6 years. I wanna just say it here - I m truly sorry , Mom and Dad , sorry for sleeping all this while. Now that I have woken up , I wont dissappoint those who put their hopes into me , ever again.

Felt better by lots now. The depression seems to be gone for now . And my mind is less cloudy then it is before. I mma take a shower and continue my work .

Painful - kurushii ne.

Studying alone in college aint that easy after all .I dont know why studying has become so painful suddenly. I m having depression and there is many things going on in my mind. I m unable to sleep , and every morning I woke up I wonder whether am I still the old me. Feeling a little afraid and lost again I cant sense which direction I m moving in. Each step i took brought me closer n closer to my breakin point. I cant continue on like this . I cant take a step back either .
3 days of college and U already feel like giving up ? WTf ronald , ur such a dumb ass . . you should really quit college if you dont plan to fcking study .
Ouch .

Reflectia by (Eufonius)

nijiro no gairo ni
musuuno kotoba tachi
hanbun dake demo
kokonaraba susunde yukeru
totsuzen no melody
mata kasoku shiteyuku
kokoro wa tsukanda hitohira no kagemo keshizaru
mamozashi KIRA KIRA
amari ookikunai michidemoiine
soshite kakedasu tobikomu kiseki e
miageru teofuru hikari e
tomaranai kimochi o tsunaideyuku
RiFuRekuTia
Yurameku chikazuku ashita e
kagaderu yumemiru mirai e
masana na sora dokomademo tsurete
namidano owari aizuni

On the rainbow colored road ,
those endless words..
Although it's just a little bit ,
As long as they're there , i can move forward,
The melody that suddenly appeared ,
made my heart beat faster again,
I cant get rid of that shadow in my heart at all,
your eyes are sparkling,
the road isnt very wide , but that's fine
So i'll go toward that miracle
I'll look up and grab that light
I grab hold of those feelings that won't stop
ReflecTed TearS.
Confused , I look towards tommorow.
Toward the future dreams I see ...
Toward the corners of that new sky ,
Where our tears end.

8 Things

Tagged by Joyce.

8 Random facts about me:
1. I sleep approx 4.5 hours perday.
2. I m a male.
3. most of the time I hate myself more then i hate other people.
4. i onli cut my nails when they're restricting my movements on my keyboard.
5. when it comes to food , i m fussy & choosy to the max.
6. i really enjoy dotaing, gunbounding, warbooking , colleging and even spending time with my dear friends .
7.i m bad in lying , and i m easily addicted to something
8. my specs keep dropping down so i need to push them up every few minutes :x

8 things that scares me:
1. goddamn milipedes
2. freaking centipedes.
3. flying cockroaches.
4. being alone in a dark , creepy night by the cemetery.
5. girls ,apparently.
6. Arnold Swazzernagger .
7. unable to wake up from a nightmare .
8.heights

-8 Favorite Music Artists at the moment:
1. Ferry Costern
2. ATB .
3.Utada Hikaru
4. DJ Illusionx
5. DoAsInfinity
6. colbie caillat
7. FayRAy.
8.ZombieLoan OST

8 Things I like most:
1. trico.
2.witch doctor (dota hero ) - t.t i know its weak but.. >.> the onli hero i can properly use
3. seeing money increasing in my warbook accounts everyday
4.being able to become friends with feifei,honghong,joyjoy,yongyong & yanyan
5.my childhood memories
6.day dream or perhaps , a sweet dream when sleeping ._.
7.a part of myself where i am giving , tolerant & happy-go-lucky
8. All the good food in the world which suits my taste . HeHE i never seem to grow fat ^-^

ne ways > check this out if u have time ^-^ http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/shii

Wednesday ,12.04 am January 16th 2008

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InToxiCateD LeveL 1 !!!!

Yeahhh !!! Today 2 very important things occured and they made me very happy : 1. When Ceo was driving both of us back today , it actually rains ! . I was like HAHA Ceo now UR theories wont work on me & now its raining because u sang in the car !! LOL . . . .Yess ( please dont view me as pesakit mental ok ) 2 . I passed my moral ! wohoooooo !!!!! the feeling is totally superb ! What i would expected of is a fail but NOTTTT in fact , i got a P and P means Perfect ! AW damn , i failed to bluff u all =x P is actually pass la. . LOL .. and my fellow college mates , hope u guys pass moral too xD

Trance ! Subarashii ne!

Currently indulged inside the world of trance . Downloaded over 700 trance music using the Ares downloader. Too bad that for every 100 I listened to , i only keep and fav 1-2 tracks . What a waste .. LoL ~ I ll update new music here every day , so u guys might wanna listen > they are kinda cool ^^ xD

MusiC On ! ._.

Been listening to trance & techno pieces lately =x . My aphorism for this sem xD : " To not prepare is the greatest of crimes; to be prepared beforehand for any contingency is the greatest of virtues " - Sun Tzu -

In a way its saying that "the battle is won before the war even started" . I think I am already applying bits of it in Dota & Gunbound =x. Might as well use it for my studies .^^ heh .

Mm mm =x

My reso for this sem :
1) 2 HD's , 2 D's.
2) Be a good boy.
3) Fall in love.
4) Not to lose my touch in Gunbound & Dota =(