1. Do you eat a lot of fast food? No. Sadly.
2. Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead. Thats where my mum kissed me when I was a baby.
3. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
No. Does virtual kiss count ? *muaks*
4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Yes.
5. Have you ever streaked?
What? Gastreak? I got many this month.
6. Are you an understanding person?
A little, yes.
7. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
Forbidden Kingdom. It was hilarious !
8. Did you pray before you went to bed last night?
Holy Moly ... I prayed every night for the past few weeks.
9. What did you last get upset about?
Currently , none.
10. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
Marshmallows, here I come !!!
11. Does it make you happy to get letters in the mail?
Of course. Every mail is a chance to experience somethin new.
12. Who was the last person to text you?
Clifford.
13. What are you looking forward to this summer?
Everything this summer has , to offer me.
14. Who was the last person you ate with?
Ma.
15. Do raisins belong in cookies?
I dont know. I dislike raisins.
16. What's your screen name?
Acer CrystalBrite. Brilliant LcD performance.
17. Walking into a party, what's the first thing you notice?
The atmosphere.
18. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
Yes. I m taking social science in HMC.
19. You've just won a free vacation to either South America or North Korea?
North Korea , please. Thats where Gunbound originates.
20. Kiss on the first date?
I dont have the guts.
21. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
Chicken , please.
22. Why did your last relationship end?
There wasnt a relationship to begin with , so there isnt an end yet.
23. What's one thing you've learned??
Half assed jobs , give you half assed rewards.
24. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Lee Seng Hong. Sleeping , when we did assignment . ( he deleted it) ish !!
25. How often do you see your exes?
Sorry , I dont have an axe.
26. Who was the last baby you held?
Wilson. My nephew.
27. Would you ever donate blood?
I dont think so. My blood's unclean.
28. How many snack machines are in your school?
Haha. I dont know.
29. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah.
30. Are there deerheads covering any walls in your house?
Nope. I m not into animals.
31. Do you believe in karma?
I m human =).
32. Have you ever been asked out?
Yeah.
33. Are you good at telling jokes?
Nope. I cant express myself clearly at times.
34. Have you ever driven without a license?
My mum's gonna kill me before the police does.
35. How is your ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend doing?
Iono.
36. Do you wish you had smaller feet?
Nope. I m happy with my body rite now.
37. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah .
38. When ordering sushi, what do you get?
Octopus.
39. How many of your friends have seen you naked?
None ?
40. Do you write in cursive or in print?
Print. Cursive is hen ma fan.
41. Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend, or friends with benefits?
Havin friends is already a blessing itself.
42. Who was the last person you sat next to?
Ma.
43. What were you doing at 10 am?
Sleepin like a dead log.
44. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
A lil , I guess.
45. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Cinnamon flavored chinese tea.
Monday, April 28, 2008
It Begins .
YeHa. Tmr will be the start of my Last Semester in HMC. My reso for this sem :
1. I aint doin half assed jobs anymore. I mma go all out for it , since they are my fav+ subjects.
2. I , I dont wish to repent or dwell with the wrongdoins or misunderstandings of my past , so I 'll just focuz on whats in front of me.
3. Nothing is gonna stop me.
4. I'll do things the way I like & the choices I made , I will take full responsibility.
5. I 'd never give up , ever . No matter how hard / tough my life is gonna be for this sem.
1. I aint doin half assed jobs anymore. I mma go all out for it , since they are my fav+ subjects.
2. I , I dont wish to repent or dwell with the wrongdoins or misunderstandings of my past , so I 'll just focuz on whats in front of me.
3. Nothing is gonna stop me.
4. I'll do things the way I like & the choices I made , I will take full responsibility.
5. I 'd never give up , ever . No matter how hard / tough my life is gonna be for this sem.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
1 hour before results out ~
Damn. Its been a while ever since i experience this much anxiousness. Never before had i prayed so hard to just freaking pass my exams. half assed , i knew if i pass , it would be by a slight margin. cant stop thinking about it the whole night. i didnt wanna put any false hopes on myself and yet unprepared to prepare for the worst , and still holding to this thing called miracle.
i dont see any angels, are they meant to be unseen ? i only see the causes and effects of my previous actions - silly and always jumping to conclusions - so taboo . Rite now i m so tensed i couldnt even finish my lunch box. hunched back sitting crosslegged on my chair in my room blasting jap songs to ease my mind a little. i m afraid . there's like a million if's going on in my mind. even my whole hand shivers, with a cold sensation at the fingertips. my stomach doesnt feel well , and worst of all my heart beats faster every second . 45 minutes to go .come on , Dont let me down Ronald . U tried ur fcking best rite, even tho its at last minute. Come on . Face the world . DArn , i m jumping to conclusions again. so quick to convince myself about false hopes and excuses again. I m a person who is onli convince by what he sees or feels , so i can t program my mind to believe in this kind of stuff again, but these things drive the motivation in me ( blind motivation) thats what i called it. its rather dissapointing because i kept telling myself to believe in a non existant angel. despite knowing the onli angel was only myself , i kept forcing myself to believe in a non existant element. So , if i failed , i m not an angel to myself anymore =x i m a devil . my angelic side tells me that no matter what failures i'd face , take it as chance. my demonic side tells me to seek refuge in false hopes and let fate decide. I m seriously torn . Its so hard waiting just for this 1 hour. Much harder then buying presents for ppl's b day. 30 minutes to go . my thoughts just keeps jumping into the random events of my past. flashbacks, of events , its building the tension, just like a tsunami wave. waiting to crush on me . all i can do is to hope that i ll survive it. i hate it. i seriously hate waiting for something thats so unsure of . half assed jobs sure give you creeps. i think that i can do it , but in the end i did it half assed. so much for a college student. sipping cinamon flavored chinese tea , i listened to the sounds of my room . fan spinning , music waves bouncing of the wall from my speakers , alphabets being typed , and my own heavy breath. damn , i could even hear my own heart beat .
25 minutes to go. oh ma fcking goddd........ i m seriously tense ni .. ! i m afraid to accept whats gonna happen in the next 25 mins . not man at all . not even boy.. just like a girl . arghhhh.
i m scared of my own results. cowardice. i being controlled by the results of my own actions .
and worst.. i m afraid i will let down those who put their hopes in me. i feel v v guilty . . . seriously guilty to the max. . if i failed.
20 minutes to go . fark ... i m gonna go crazy. sien.. i m starting to get bored of this feeling not stimulating at all . i ll just let the feeling go and seal it inside my treasure box. and stop babbling about negativity . (+_+)V good luck to all my tomodachi , i m sure u all will get better results then this half assed peer.
i dont see any angels, are they meant to be unseen ? i only see the causes and effects of my previous actions - silly and always jumping to conclusions - so taboo . Rite now i m so tensed i couldnt even finish my lunch box. hunched back sitting crosslegged on my chair in my room blasting jap songs to ease my mind a little. i m afraid . there's like a million if's going on in my mind. even my whole hand shivers, with a cold sensation at the fingertips. my stomach doesnt feel well , and worst of all my heart beats faster every second . 45 minutes to go .come on , Dont let me down Ronald . U tried ur fcking best rite, even tho its at last minute. Come on . Face the world . DArn , i m jumping to conclusions again. so quick to convince myself about false hopes and excuses again. I m a person who is onli convince by what he sees or feels , so i can t program my mind to believe in this kind of stuff again, but these things drive the motivation in me ( blind motivation) thats what i called it. its rather dissapointing because i kept telling myself to believe in a non existant angel. despite knowing the onli angel was only myself , i kept forcing myself to believe in a non existant element. So , if i failed , i m not an angel to myself anymore =x i m a devil . my angelic side tells me that no matter what failures i'd face , take it as chance. my demonic side tells me to seek refuge in false hopes and let fate decide. I m seriously torn . Its so hard waiting just for this 1 hour. Much harder then buying presents for ppl's b day. 30 minutes to go . my thoughts just keeps jumping into the random events of my past. flashbacks, of events , its building the tension, just like a tsunami wave. waiting to crush on me . all i can do is to hope that i ll survive it. i hate it. i seriously hate waiting for something thats so unsure of . half assed jobs sure give you creeps. i think that i can do it , but in the end i did it half assed. so much for a college student. sipping cinamon flavored chinese tea , i listened to the sounds of my room . fan spinning , music waves bouncing of the wall from my speakers , alphabets being typed , and my own heavy breath. damn , i could even hear my own heart beat .
25 minutes to go. oh ma fcking goddd........ i m seriously tense ni .. ! i m afraid to accept whats gonna happen in the next 25 mins . not man at all . not even boy.. just like a girl . arghhhh.
i m scared of my own results. cowardice. i being controlled by the results of my own actions .
and worst.. i m afraid i will let down those who put their hopes in me. i feel v v guilty . . . seriously guilty to the max. . if i failed.
20 minutes to go . fark ... i m gonna go crazy. sien.. i m starting to get bored of this feeling not stimulating at all . i ll just let the feeling go and seal it inside my treasure box. and stop babbling about negativity . (+_+)V good luck to all my tomodachi , i m sure u all will get better results then this half assed peer.
Monday, April 21, 2008
(+_+)
beenwaitinsolongforthatdaydontknowhatodoanymoredoneverythingicouldbutitsmakingmemoreanxiousdaybydaystaringattheceilinglyingonmybedstaringatthewalltheresomanythingsicouldobutijustcantcozidonthavethewillpowertodoitryingtorecallwhatihavedonepreparingmyselforthatdayisquitehardcozwhenyouexpectfortheworstyoufeeldownsoconfusedsodisappointedinmyselfsofarkedupsounhappysogonnagocrazy
ah well.
ah well.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Baka !!? =p
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To hope is to risk pain.
To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
=p
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