no i shouldnt.
starting all over is boring.
life is a game, yes ?
time to play it differently then.
path chosen , good or bad, we should strive our best at it no ?
ahaha.
p.s =) i never regret failing. i m nt afraid of failing. i m nt afraid of the calamities which is gonna befall me. i m nt afraid of how ppl look at me, treat me because of my failure . maybe a little , yes.
i dont mind ppl looking down on me. step on me. boss me around. i had a high tolerance & patience against these things.
sometimes i do act tough , yet i could be so timid in many things.
i spent a great deal of time at home these days. i ran away from college. gonna drop out of it soon.
but now , at this very moment . to continue being overshadowed by my darkness of being a society deviant or
get myself involved with something new and then regret it later.
i appreciate all the things which happened around me , happy & sad times, i will always cherish them in my mind
for yer all who read this , just to let you know . i m okay . okay.
ahaha.
