Saturday, October 29, 2011

Reflection

Something I noticed about myself.

After going through certain experiences in dealing with love & people, you can be sure i'll never be quite the same boy again :D !

If the things i want to do cannot be understood by other people , is okay. Sometimes its better that way :D

i m not waiting, because i know.. time is precious =/

Friday, October 14, 2011

A New Life , A New Direction.

A few months back, I was nowhere in my life.
I was so lost , I almost gave up on myself.

Then I took a part time baking course in MIB.

And now, I am back in class, studying for a 2 year diploma baking course.

I met many new friends, and most of them were helpful & kind.

The classes were interesting, so they didnt bore me at all. In fact, I find it easier for me to pick up what the lecturer is saying because of the little experiences I gained fromworking not too long ago.

The dots seemed to connect somehow.

And then .. I met this girl.. in my class.

Silly , boastful , little gurl.'

I think I m in love with her .

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Wednesday , 2 March 2011

Its 2.26 am. Finished Dota-ing Session with DJ Solo Haze & his other 2 friends. Won 5 , lost 1. Sat next to him and notice hes from China. Oh well. Mum's coming back from Brunei tomorrow.

Listening to hiroyuki-san 's Yozora really lifted my spirits up. I m somewhat unable to sleep. Restless. Nervous. Oh. The song's stopped. *hits the replay button again* x 20

2.42 am.

Good Ronald : Cant sleep ar. Go wash clothes lar. Do it. Tmr ur mum wont have to do so many house chores.

Bad Ronald : Lazy la. Tmr only do la. Tmr still got time. Now tired.. wanna chill on bed.

Which side to choose ?

Ronald says : Looks like I will have to side on good .. not because good always win .. but because i m a sozai

And so u are.. really are. =x

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

hurt. hurt. hurt.

Prob the most emo post of all.

I m standing on this dark floor, facing the dark wall.
Above me is a dark ceiling and above the ceiling are dark skies with no light whatsoever.

The only light i have is my own life source.

My motto rite now : If you want to play a game called life, make sure you play to win. Else, dont join. Because your life will always be meaningless and you are as good as dead.

Cast away my dark past.
Cast away everything.
Let the tears of tonight
Wash away
And make the day
A better tommorow.