oath

it gets lonelier as you grow up

true for my case =)

shana no more
ronron no more

putting aside all emotions, fears & regrets

because

starting from t'day

my life takes on a 180 degrees turn

when i feel weak

i ll return here again.

a place where my mind rests

& my heart speaks =)

and also

happy b'day to Janice ~

In these darkest hours, when you believed in a thing called hope
It is,a matter of time ,before you realized that the only person in this world you can depend on is in fact, yourself.

When a child who is nurtured with so much of love and care in a family grew up to see the ugly side of the world, how would he think ?

When a person is hummiliated , labelled , ignored & treated like a dog and he chose to endure it as long as he can , what would become of him ?

When a person who treats friendship more seriously then himself forsakes his way of life , how much more of pain must he endure ?

When a grandson is unable visit to his grandfather who is going for an operation , how the fuck can he called himself his grandson ? In case he passed away ,I havent say I love U yet.

When a person experienced so much of depression and loneliness that he could easily contemplate suicide but still havent , what will his next move be ?

When a person is willing to let go of everything he holds dear for some strange reasons, does that meant hes given up already ?

Finally,
When a man chooses his path and accepts his destiny , what will his ending be ?

Well, its for me to know and for you to find out.