Thursday, January 31, 2008

My Food Dislikes And Favs

Its about time i reveal about my Food For Thought Hah ! :

My Favs :
Fried oysters - i love those oysters from penang so Hiong ! ^-^
Siu Yok - Crispy pork . Love those from Ipoh , and Penang as well.
Fried rice - mm . nyummy
Fatty crab ( Taman Megah ) - one of my fav dishes i like the sweet , sour and spicy sauce.
Chicken rice , duck rice whatever rice lah ! - anything rice is ok for me - i m rice bin. Of course the dish must be nice la. not any restaurant or stall can easily get my THumbS up !
Ramli Burger , SS2 , - Ocassionally burgers just came into my menu, this 1 is not bad.
steamed fish - TauTai , or sek pan .
fried fish - with black soya sauce .
taufu , those soft soft and heavenly taufus ! ( the restaurant ones)
Any egg dishes , omeletes =x
Herbal soups are ok , as long as not too many herbs , prefer them have a stronger meat taste then herbs .
5 fruits : papaya , banana , pear , watermelon , honeydew.
Asam prawns - i simply cant resist my mum's home made asam prawns , sweet and delicious !
Fried Sotong - mm fried , as usual .
Dim sum - *drools*
Sushi ! - No need to explain.
Barbequed marshmallows - They are so creammy , softylicious and melts and taste like heaven.
I tink thats all i can tink of now . might add more soon.

Okaii ! Lets see my NONO foods :
Beef dishes - i cant eat beef . for some reason cant swallow them , will vomit if consumed.
Porridge - i hate eating porridge because , i onli eat them when i m sick , and i had to chew porridge even though its plain . Means i ll eat porridge slower then my rice . And , porridges are hot and never seems to cool down . Did i mention my affinity with ice and cold things ?
All the fruits in the world except those 5 mentioned above .
Complex veges like - long beans , ladies fingers , tomato , chilies (duh ! ), peria , and some other veges . I think i consume like 10% of the vege dishes on the menu.
Any food with vinegar inside - Just cant stand vinegar.
Kerabu - dont know how my mum can be so addicted to jelly fish kerabu. They are spicy too .
Tomyam - oh damn , this 1 is hell , i ll sweat out more soup then i can take in . Eating this will result in drinking 3 x the water to rejuvenate my body dehydration.
Potato - i onli eat potato from kFC , yes the mashed ones. And What you dont EAT macdonald's fries ? yup correct . i m not into french fries . The other potato dishes i wont touch at all .
Bitter Gourd - No way no way I dont like ur Gourd Friend ! No way No way I think u need a new 1 !
Soup noodles - yeah , i m not into noodles .
Pig intestines - i cant swallow those either .
hm. DAmn . Lost my appetite writting this craps . Haha i ll add more when they come to my head !

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

The other side.

I m completely dumbfounded . I just dont get it . Why am I so into games ? Why am I so overly serious when it comes to games ? Why cant I get rid of that attitude of being ignorant towards those important stones in my life , or to say a normal person's life ? Why cant I even being bothered with getting lousy grades ? Why ? Why do I even have this so called minor teenage problems in the 1st place ? I wish I knew the answer.

I m definitely not at my limit right now , but I m a little afraid . Using microeconomics to keep me afloat from my gaming thoughts. But I m really scared. Its working , but not in the way I think it should .

Yesterday , touching the keyboard at night led me into 8 hours of gaming , till 4 am in the morning. I dont know why . I cant seem to stop . Played 240 rounds in 1 night . The hunger is devouring me from inside. And so it began again , my routine last sem , playing games into the wee hours of dawn and sleeping in classes . Although I did studied more, I played more as well .
Whenever i think of it , i felt totally wrong and lost . Although i can just feel happy about it , i know i m not going to be ok in the long run . Stopping my gaming is impossible either , its gonna add problems instead of solvin them . To most of u all , ^-^ gaming sounds like enjoyment , and only effects the weak minded and people with weak will power like me . But when I crave for the games , adrenalin is only a small portion of the enjoyment , what I enjoy most is the company of friends from all around the world =x . Au , Cn , Sg , Indo , Ph , US , u named it =x . I really have a weak weak will power =x . Low self esteem lol.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Today .

I learned something new today . That life wasnt all about making choices , living the choices made , or even causes and effect whatsoever. I learned that perhaps the most important thing after making a decision is to choose , yes , to choose whether you feel happy or sad about it.
Hasty decisions , bad outcome, calamities befall , totally screwed up . . so ? No matter how bad the situation is , the most important thing is to choose to either be sad , regretful or choose to be happy and appreciate things around you. And I chose to be happy.

Met Roy today while revising micro. Was chatting about the Cloverfield movie at first , then somehow we strayed into psycological ( dont know whether i spelt it right ) topics. Being inquisitive , I then started to ask him questions regarding the human mind , and he happily explained them . I wont say that he is persuasive but i m starting to like physcology a little . I wanna talk less cock , less crap and think more. I wanna know how people works , and above all , how my weak mind thinks and how i can control and contain my emotions . I wanna uncover the truth by myself . Perhaps next sem , I might take this interesting subject.

Eh , why am i thinking so far again ? this sem has just started and i start to project so many thoughts . Accounting homework left untouched , critical thinking skills ignored , and English unpracticed . Better get some rest and do bits of them later . Chill ouT. xD

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Reason. Realize. Resume. Reinforce.

I realized that :

I cant change myself , but I can change my ways.

I cant afford to waste time. I have many things to do in this world.

I cant bend the rules now , but I will learn the way people works before I try to change things next time.

I cant think like the same old me anymore.

I need to move on.

My ThoughtS II

I have been thinking alot about it lately. Something some 1 said stirred my mind and I cant help thinking about it . I ll just share that with you all . =x

Ronald ,

Your time is limited in this world , so , don't waste it living someone else's life.

Are you trapped ? Why are you living the results of other people's thinking ? You are you.

Why do you let the noise of other's opinions drown out your TruE , InnER VoicE ?

And most importantly ,

Have the courage to follow your HearT and IntuitioN - they somehow already know what you truly want to become . Everything else is secondary.

"HumminOKE"

Karaoke session was enjoyable. But something's wrong with my voice today as well as my stomach. My voice was coarse like normal at first , but after getting some stomach pains from duno what food i ate my voice turned to a sissy . Wtf man. SISSSSSYYYYY LIKE voice . I tried to readjust my own voice but it became worst - more sissy like. UP TOWN GIRLS ! became like Upah Tiown Gerrss . Siao Siao de . And whats more . . when i went to college today .. grrr dah la lambat .. kena more stomach pain. At the end of the class . . i gave in to the pains again. CAnnot tahan la . . Sikap ni. Feel like kena cheated . . i went to help , pay 3 bucks just to use the toilet. zzzzzz. Come to think of it maybe i know why i kena stomach pain ad . Maybe first it is because i didnt eat anything for breakfast, then then i drank iced tea, then eaten some frozen crab meat and the the lemon pepsi ! Adoi ... watashiwa baka desu ne . In the end i think what i did wasnt realli karaoke-ing but humming = Humminoke ! Besides , I just realized how fast time flies. Yeah , just as fast as Ceo's barbaric voices filling up the entire room . With a deafening roar and vigorous spirit he easily takes out other contestants and dominated them like never before. Ceo , WAy to Go for You ! & on the other hand , SHamE on YOu , Vikings . Anywayz cherishable , glorious and enjoyable moments like these are too short to be true ,and hopefully we are able to experience them more often in the future. ^-^ Peace out.

I gotta go toilet again ARGH ! Be rite back =(

Thursday, January 24, 2008

I made up my mind.

I wanna be a GE . I ll just concentrate everything I have on this goal of mine. Let the test & fun begins !