Still Alive.

You have changed

I have changed

Just like you

Just like you

For how long

For how long

Must I wait

I know there's something wrong

Your concrete heart isn't beating

And you tried to

Make it come alive

No shadows

Just red lights

Now I'm here to rescue you

Oh I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I can't apologise no

Oh I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I can't apologise no

So silent

No violence

But inside my head

So loud and clear

You're screaming

You're screaming

Cover up with a smile I've learned to fear

Just sunshine

And blue sky

That's just how it goes

For living here

Come fire

Come fire

Let it burn and love come racing through

Oh I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I can't apologise no

Oh I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I can't apologise no

Learn to lose

Learn to win

Turn my face against the wind

I will move fast

I will move slow

Take me where I have to go

Oh I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I can't apologise no

if i live in the glories of my past i m as good as dead

if i live in the miseries of my past i m as good as dead

the only way i could ever be alive is to :

to realize that i am in complete control

to do something new/unlock the puzzle/discover the future

and to seize the moment. dont let go.

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i challenged myself to go all out , preparing myself 4 exam in 10 days.

kalafina - Aria <33

Yume no kakera - the shard of a dream

kimi ga kureta - lurks within the endless night

akenai yoru ni hisomu - that you gave me

Yorisou hoshi - the stars that gets close

hitotsu kiete - one disappears and

yoake no ARIA ga hibiita - the aria of dawn echoes

Mou kono yamanai ame no naka de - already, in this rain that won't stop,

kinou ni obieru koto mo nai - there's no need to be frightened of yesterday

ima kimi wo nakushita mirai ha - right now, the future that lost you

hajimatta bakari - has just begun

Hatenai yami no naka - in the endless darkness

kimi ga kureta kagaribiga - the watch fire you gave me

garan no kono mune ni - lights up

umaretai nochi wo - the life born into

terashiteiru - this empty heart

Kieta mono to - things that has disappeared and

kawaranu mono - things that won't change

muzan na sora ga hikaru - the cruel sky shines

Wakare wo tsuge - saying good-bye

hohoemi ai - and smiling at each other

sabishii ARIA wo kasanete - by repeating the lonely aria

Nee, hito ha itsumade hitori de - hey, by themselves, until when do people

futari ni kogarete iku no darou - yearn to become two

mada kimi no kirei na mirai ha - your beautiful future

hajimatta bakari...... - has only just begun......

Yasashisa wo shiranai - the kindness given to me by you,

kimi ga kureta yasashisa ga - who doesn't know kindness,

garan no kono mune ni - lights up

na mo naki hikari wo - an unnamed radiance

tomoshite iru - in this empty heart

Kodoku no fune wo kogi - rowing the boat of solitude

kagaribi ha nageki tsudou - the watch fires grief and gather

garan no sekai ni ha - in this empty world

anata no ARIA ga hibii te iru - multiple arias are echoing

i m definitely going to go insane.

farewell , i heart you.